Wednesday, September 14, 2011

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Please pray for my Aunt M and family. She's reaching the end of the horrid experience of cancer. Cancer is awful. & Just keep her and the family in your prayers please. Thank you,

Love You!!

..Steph.

Saturday, July 9, 2011

I Hope You Dance (:

I hope you never lose your sense of wonder, You get your fill to eat but always keep that hunger, May you never take one single breath for granted, God forbid love ever leave you empty-handed, I hope you still feel small when you stand beside the ocean, Whenever one door closes I hope one more opens, Promise me that you'll give faith a fighting chance. And when you get the choice to sit it out or dance....I hope you dance

Life is full of mysteries, challenges, races, survival, mountains, and mole hills... You just can't forget the real reason we are here!! To Follow God's Will!! No matter what the devil throws our way, whether it be disease or death, or even just anger, we have to stay strong, try our best darn hardest to ignore the ignorant, and keep living for our Heavenly Father, GOD! I love you God! I know all of this is a part of your plan so I'ma smile and keep my head up high, living for you Lord, and that place wayy above the sky. :) We just have to ignore the devils attempts to bring us down and we have to "dance," Dance. For God!

I'm Out!
God Bless.
:)

Tuesday, July 5, 2011

Liiifee Is Grrreatt. :)


Thank you God!! Thank you for giving us all a home, thank you for freedom, thank you for everything. :) Thank you for the troops and for everyone that has or is or will make a difference!!! You Are AMAZING. :)
Happy Indepence Day!

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Life is great. :)
People will try to bring you down, they'll call you names, talk bad about you to your face or behind your back, write ugly things, think ugly things, but at the end of the story, it's about how you handled it. Let them look like big fat jerks, you just keep going on with your own thing, smile & wave & walk by. ha, if it was only that easy!!:) First tell them, you're aware you've done somethin' to tick 'em off, smile, and then wave. haha jk :)


Life is great! God is great!!
I love You God. :)
Steph

Tuesday, June 21, 2011

:)




:) Well, I think that when someone dies you should respect it and not make rude comments saying "Thank God" or "It's their own fault." They're gone, respect it!! I can't stand how people judge a person, just because of their last few days,weeks,months, or even years of life. People tend to only notice the negative instead of the positive and it's killin' me. Lol :)

My aunt's back in the hospital again...They said this is it, but they've said that so many times, is it bad for me to not really, truly, believe it this time? Oh well. I know that either way, God will watch over her. I love you, btw, God! (:

Everything's been crazy lately, but I'm not complaining. :)
Life wouldn't be fun if it was easy & there would be no purpose if it was simple. Lord, I pray that you help me keep my mind on You, instead of everything around me.. I kinda have a bad habit of getting distracted.


I love You!!

Steph's Out
(:

Friday, June 3, 2011

My View & Opinions

So,
Life has been one of the just roll with it seasons lately. Storms have killed people,destroyed homes and businesses, people are whining and taking everything to offense. My view? My opinions? They mean nothing compared to God's. But, I think people should stop wasting their times whining, fighting, and feeling sorry for themselves, and they should get up and help others. Some have. Some people have gotten off their lazy behinds and have tried to make a difference, others have been wanting everyone one else to make a difference for them. You don't have to go do volunteer work or community service, it's just the simple things. Like saying goodmorning instead of being a grouch, or believing rumors that aren't true. We need to stop believing what others say, and believe what our God says!! Because HE created us, He created everything. I'm pretty sure He knows WAYY more than we do. In fact, I'm 110% sure. So why can't we stop "wasting daylight", and get up and make a difference!!,, by holding a door open for someone or by picking up a can on the sidewalk,anything really. Random acts of kindness help towards making a difference. Our generation wasn't put here to worry,fret,whine, and play video games. We were put here to make a difference, hopefully a positive one, and to follow God's Will, and Live For God.!!!

I love you God! (:
Steph

Thursday, May 19, 2011

:) Guuhhhreatt God! :)

Well, Life Has Been GREAT Lately!! :)

There's been a lotta talk about God coming back Saturday, and everyone's freaking out, but He could come back anyday, It's crazy how everyone worries about it just because theirs talk about when it's going to be, when He could come right now. Just remember that when you decide you hate someone, or you sin, or you do something wrong.... Tomorrow could be the day, 5 years from now could be the day.. Fact is, you should love God, no matter what!!
I love You God!!!!!!!!!!!! :)

Steph

Saturday, May 7, 2011

(:(:

The past couple of days have been great. (:
The play I was in went good, i guess.. lol :) not many pple seemed to notice i messed up. LOL :) & yeah "have a cigarette it'll make ur nerves calm." omg, tht makes no sense.. lol :) & then the vase fell outta my hand b4 I could actually break it LOL:) funny stuff. haha
& then the alumni game was gggreeeat:) we had a peep who decided to be a jerk and cuss at us but that's their actions and they're gunna have to live with it and remember it for the rest of their lives so, if they want to remember their last game with their teammates as a time they cussed at all of them and threw 'em around, then that's their prob. lol :) anyways, i absolutely love my teammates and my school.(: i have the best coach eva!! & God has blessed me with so much. :)

I'm ready for sleeping in. (:
God is great!!
-Steph(:

Sunday, April 24, 2011

He Came Back. :)

Life has been full of suprises lately.
Starting from miracles, ending in such things as disasters...
Then ofcourse emotions & realizations.
But, Life has been pretty great.:)
I'm proud to be a child of God!!! I'm proud to be able to say that my brother Jesus loves me!! & He loves us!! He died for our sins, & He came back on this day!!:) When you think of Easter, forget the eggs and candyand remember that today is an amazing day, Jesus rose again! :)


I'm ready to run tomorrow,, hopefully the rain and junk isn't too bad, but I will just have to remember that rain can't be as near as bad as what Jesus went through for us.


Steph's Out.
:) Happy Easter!

Monday, April 18, 2011

Grr. Boo. Blegh.

So,
I made my final decision today.
It went easier then I thought it would..
I guess that's cool.
I wish I could go somewhere else,
I'm so tired of the same thing everyyydayyy.
It'll happen. Jus' 4 more years. & Finally,
I will be able to see different faces & places!!
It gets soo boring, after 15 years.
"I'm out with the old & in with the new."


Well,
I'm offa here.
They want icecream.
Yayy.
"Steph, Icecream.. NOW!"
grr.

Steph

Tuesday, April 12, 2011

PHew. Boo. No clue..

The questions are Did I want it? Do I miss it?
The answer to both is - I don't know.
Not knowing, Not thinking things out, is what got me into this "hole", which I feel like I'm in even deeper than this morning.
I don't know what to do, if I should, or what to say.
So, I've decided, I'ma wait this out. I'ma pray. I'ma do what I need to do. & I'm going to pray for God's Will.
It's about time, I realize Who I'm living for. What I'm living for. & The Reason I'm living!!

I love you God!!!
Please, let me of made the right decision....
Steph

Tuesday, March 29, 2011

All Smiles:)

Life has been great lately.
I've been happy, everyone around me seems happy. :)
It rained today & it felt great. :)
Too bad the track meet was cancelled, but it happens!!!
Basketball practice was great today.
We totally beasted it up & beat coach. hahaha jk:) but we did beat him once!!! lol & Then he beat us BARELY!!!! & He had to have Kate on his team. lol , but oh well. lol

Life's been all smiles lately. :)
& I kinda like it this way.
I love you God!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :)

Steph :D

Friday, March 25, 2011

Wow. Grr.

I'm so mad.
It's not my fault the perverted idiot douche won't stop texting me. I haven't texted him back. He tells her that I've been texting him nonstop, when I've deleted his number & Ick, he's a creeper. & she believes it. What a fried!! You wanna be mad at me for something I didn't do? Then, Wow. I've already forgave you, but that's ridiculous. But, whatever. I don't care.

God, I love you. Please help me control my temper..which has been horrible lately.. & please take away my anger, so that my stomach will stop hurting and my headache will go away & so I can get my mind of this & think about greater things. Lord, I love you with all my heart!!!!! Amen :)

Steph

Saturday, March 12, 2011

"Believe in none of what you hear, and half of what you see"

"Believe in none of what you hear, and half of what you see"
-Benjamin Franklin



You shouldn't believe what people say just because they say it, and half of what you see because what you see is not always the truth...

Lately, life has just been full of everyone believing what they hear. Oh my gosh..Rumors, lies, confusion!! That's what comes out of not hearing it for yourself. Don't judge someone because of what someone else says. Even if your best friend in the whole wide world said it. I've experimented lately and I said one thing to one person "in confidence" and then I have like 5 people come tell me what they heard, and they were all different versions!!That was all of the proof I need. You don't believe what you hear, unless you hear it yourself. Thank you God for that understanding!! :)

Also, just because you think you saw something, doesn't mean you necessarily saw it. I'm not being like oh double think yourself, but just because you think someone was crying, doesn't mean they were, if you don't know the story behind what you saw, then you actually didn't see what was going on. not knowing the whole story, means you don't know it at all..


God, I love you for helping me realizing these things!
You are amazing!! :)

Steph :)

Friday, March 4, 2011

Hearing,Seeing,Smelling,Tasting,Feeling, Loving. =) GOD =)

I can hear the Thunder,
and see the lightning,
I can smell the smells,
and I can love it,
jump when it scares me,
scream if needed,
and run a marathon if desired,
I can feel the ground as I run,
I can taste the desire of wanting to win,

I can do all these things because of my Heavenly Father, GOD!:)

I love you God!! :D

Steph

Thursday, March 3, 2011

Great News!! :) Another Miracle

Great news!!
She got the results from the Doc!!!!
She doesn't have what they were so sure she had last time!!
The baby and her should both make it out healthy!!! :D


Thank you God for another Miracle!!
You are amazing! :)

BEAST! =-)

God.
Thank you for each day, teaching me something new, helping me get stronger, loving me, & for another day living for you Lord. Yes, I do get distracted from my purpose here a lot. Yes, I feel horrible, Lord. & I'm sorry. No matter what I do though, You forgive me, and that, makes me love You even more. Thank you for blessing me with my siblings and parents. Also, for my teammates, teachers, coaches, friends, peers, classmates, and everyone else whom I've ever met. Thank you Lord, for everything.


You are BEAST!
Lol

Steph =-)

Coming Through, Full of Love.

The doctor told my sister that she could very well have her baby on this coming Friday, but they may not make it both out alive. Lord, please let them both come out of this alive, healthy, stronger, and full of your love.


I pray that my sister and her child makes it through this. I pray that You give them both the strength, courage, and love they need to both make it out alive!! I'm not ready to say goodbye yet, Lord. Please. I love you with all my heart. I know you'll get them through this. & That you'll get us through this. Please Lord, Help them Both make it out Alive. I haven't had the oppurtunity to strengthen my relationship with my sister. And I haven't had the chance to begin one with my future nephew or niece.
I love you Lord!!!


=)
Steph

Sunday, February 6, 2011

=-)

My life has been wonderful, blessed, and bright.
God has introduced new things into my life. I was so totally freaked out and scared at first but, I decided not to wimp it out because if God wants it to happen, it's going to happen. I might as well do it, or I might end up inside a whale. =-) God is great!!!! I went through a semi- who gives a flippin' crap stage a couple weeks ago but, God helped me through it and held my hand & I finally woke up! =-) I love you God!!

Steph=-)

Btw, Steelers gunna kick some buttox tonight!! Yeahh! :D

Thursday, January 6, 2011

Who I am:)

Life has been amazingly, superly duperly, epicly, greatly, wonderful lately!!:)
I've decided that happiness always tops sadness.. & To let things go, keep a smile on my face & keep being who I've always been. I've learned to form my own opinions..How am I me if I go by other peoples point of view? I've learned that others people opinions of me and what I do are just that, opinions. I've accepted the fact that not everybody's gunna be happy with what I do and that those people...They don't matter. God's opinion is and always will be the only thing that matters. He is the one I should be making happy. Does that mean I should be mean to others who don't agree or who judge me? No, because they are a child of God, also,,, and If I had kids I sure wouldn't be happy if someone was mean to them, as God probably feels. Smiling is SO much more fun and easier than frowning. & it makes you feel good. I'm sorry if I'm not who you want me to be but, I'm who I want to be & I'm who God is making me to be..If that makes since at all. & that's all that matters to me. There might be a day, a minute, maybe just a little second that I doubt that but, no matter how much crap satan does towards me and my life, I will ALWAYS remember who I am, why I'm here, & what this life is about. So, give it your best shot.. and watch yourself fail. I love my life, my Father, my family, my teammates, my friends....My Everything. Lord, I love you!

Steph Alderson.....