One "Steph Step" Forward.

One "Steph Step" Forward.

"My days have be confusing..more than I can bare. I've been struggling with smiling. I just seem not to care..Don't know what I'm supposed to do, can't find the words to explain..That maybe, it's because I'm letting Satan get in the way & accepting the pain!" < Heck to the No!

After taking steps backward these past few weeks, I've finally woken up & realized what I was doing. I was telling my self to screw it & that I was just a pile of crap. I just lost all confidence in myself & gave up..That's what I get for falling for satan's stupid stupidness. Well put, I know. :) But, not anymore! My heart & mind are GOD'S! My heavenly father! I have Jesus's blood running through my veins, so satan can go jump offa cliff for all I care! You aren't tricking me again & if you somehow manage to trick me again, I'll just go right back to my Heavenly Father & My Amazing Brother Jesus! So ya might as well give up! In fact, I demand you to stay away from me & my family & friends. God said that if we want you to go away, you have to go away!! So bye!
I love my amazing God!!!!!!!!!!:) I love how He forgives. I love how He Loves me. I love how He created me, you,..this amazing world! I love Him for making the beautiful sky & I love Him for saving me & I love Him for EVERYTHING! He is amazing!!

Thank you, Lord. :) Thank you for reminding me who I am & for giving me amazing family, friends, & teachers to help me through the hard times when I seem to doubt myself, get confused, & when I need to vent. I know I have to stay strong & keep my head high & my mind on what I believe & trust me Lord, I will continue following your Will, no matter how many people laugh at me, judge me, "forbid" me, try to distract me...I'm all yours, Lord. Thank you for waking me up today!!!!

"If praise were like perfume, I'd lavish mine on you, 'til every drop is gone, I'll pour my love on you!" :)

You are amazing!:)
One "Steph Step" at a time.... I love you!:)

Steph Alderson:)